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Thinking about blogging…

I was looking for some inspiration this morning and came across a post entitled On Book Blogging Expectations vs Reality.  The post was on a site called Drizzle & Hurricane Books.

One of her expectations and the reality she discovered is:

I thought I couldn’t “make it” as a book blogger.

“Making it” has so many different meanings, depending on how you see it. Can you really “make it” in the sense of being rich and famous, having books every day in your mailbox, billions of followers and talk-shows and such? No. Making money as a book blogger is hard, controversial at times, and not the question I want to tackle here.

Truth is, without talking about money here, you can totally make it. You can be the best book blogger you want to be without money or fame involved, just with you. By setting and meeting your own expectations, whether they are statistical (getting more visits, trying to get more followers) or bookish (reading more books, getting out of your comfort zone). You can make it by loving it every single day, despite the struggles. You can make it as a book blogger by being proud because it takes a whole lot of time and work and you are doing it anyway.

That has definitely been my experience with this blog. My expectations have changed over the 12 years or so I have been blogging.Originally, this had been a space to comment on blog posts I read and to interact with other educators. I was successful in that I enjoyed blogging about these topics and people on occasion responded to my posts. I learned a lot from the exchanges. I read a lot of blogs on a regular basis, and I felt like I was part of something much bigger than myself. That was all I needed to feel successful.

Then I went to work teaching in a prison. I couldn’t really blog about the work I did there, and I kind of lost my momentum.At the same time, there was a lot going on in my life, and I couldn’t focus much on blogging. So I didn’t post often, and I didn’t feel the least bit successful.

Once I quit working, I found I wasn’t as interested in the education/technology bent that had dominated this blog for 10 years. Reading and writing became more important to me in my life and in my blog. I have never recaptured the almost daily blogging I did in 2005, for example, but I have increased my posting again.

Marie’s last two sentences in the quote above describe where I am at. I don’t post every day, obviously, but I love it when I do. I love putting my thoughts out there for people to read. I know that there are not many people who follow this blog or stumble across it and read it from time to time, but the numbers aren’t really very important to me. It is the writing that matters. And it is difficult to be a blogger, to find something to say and then to strive to say it as well as possible. But it is worth the time and effort.

I plan to be blogging for a long time still.  More and more it will be about the books I read, I suppose. So I am thinking about what, if any, changes I want to make to this blog. Should I do a review of everything I read as I read it? More, shorter posts would be the result. I don’t know.  For the time being, though, just expect 2 or 3 posts about my reading each month and a few other posts as things come up.  I’m not ready to rush into anything new. Not yet, at least.

It had to happen!

Yesterday I did not write.  I had three online classes with my students, my husband left to help our granddaughter, and my son and I went out to eat. And I did not write.  As I went to bed about 11:30, I thought about getting up to post something here — just so I could say I had written — but I decided not to. Eventually, there had to be a day I did not write, so why not yesterday!

I know that the main reason for not writing is that I am completely at a standstill on the book.  When I am on a roll, I have no trouble finding time to write no matter what. But I am not currently on a roll. In my efforts to write every day, I have kind of wandered around to the extent that now I don’t know where I am headed.  I think I need to take a few days, maybe print it out and take a hard look at what I have and what I need to do now.  But I don’t know that I ma in the right place to do that at the moment.

So I guess I need a new writing project.  We’ll see what I can come up with. In the meantime, though, I am going to try to at least do some journaling every day. I like the fact that I am writing regularly again, and I don’t want to abandoned that because I missed one day.  We’ll have to see what happens!

Maybe I was wrong!

I had thought that Deathless, this month’s free tor.com ebook club selection would be easier to read than Shadow and Claw was last month, but I think I spoke too soon. I am over half way done with it — just over halfway done with it. It is going very slowly for some reason.

I think it is because the fantasy isn’t realistic — as silly as that sounds. It is too fantastic for me. The book is based on Russian folklore, and it just isn’t working for me. Maybe if I knew the stories behind the book, it would be easier to follow. But I don’t know the stories, so…

I am going to finish this book just like I finished last month’s. And I will get next month;s book and read it, too.  But I will begin to lose interest in them if they keep being too strange for me. Even a free book isn’t worth struggling through if it isn’t enjoyable.

I hope, if you happen to have read this book, that you will leave a comment and tell me what you thought. I am completely open to believing that the fault is mine, not the book’s. I just need for someone to help me see it through different eyes!

Another month of writing

It seems odd to me to be writing about my writing closer to the middle of the month than to the end of it, but that’s when I set the goal, so it’s when I have to report on progress.

Last month I set what I thought were lame but more realistic goals for myself. They were:

  • write 1000 words every day
  • get third book up from it’s current 8900 words to 35,000

Yes, they were lame, but lame as they were, they were still not realistic!

The good news is that I wrote every day again. That is the main goal, as far as I am concerned. There were a couple days it was a struggle and I ended up writing a couple hundred words at 11 pm, but I did it.

Most days, I did not write 1000 words. Some days I did. In so doing, I took the book from 8,900 words to 22,028 words. Not 35,000 to be sure, but I added more than 13,000 words to it in a month.

So what do I want to work toward in this next month? I think 1000 words a day is still kind of a low bar and one that I will keep aiming for until most days I surpass it. And since I wrote 13,000 words on the book, I want to aim for more than that this month. I think I should strive to reach 40,000 words. That’s only about 5000 more than I wrote this month, so it should be doable.

But like I said, the real goal is to keep writing every day. I am now teaching 2 online classes, so I am a lot busier, but there is really no excuse for not doing it. Let’s see if I can.


Give it a try!

If you were considering reading Deathless while it is available from Tor.com’s ebook club, I encourage you to do so. I am more than a quarter of the way through it, and I have been pleasantly surprised. In some ways it reminds me of Shadow and Claw, but it is much, much easier to read. I can’t say that I really love it so far, but I am enjoying it. So if you were wavering, I encourage you to give it a try. After all, it isn’t going to cost you anything! Remember, it’s only available through April 16. Get it here.

A great deal on Brandon Sanderson books!

Humble Bundle just advertised a bundle of Brandon Sanderson ebooks, audiobooks, and even a game! I bought it, of course! For $15 you can get 9 books, both Elantris and Warbreaker in audio format by Graphic Audio, and the Mistborn game with more game resources. It is a wonderful opportunity, and I encourage you to take advantage of it!

Some amazing photos!

Courtesy of The Portalist, I learned of NASA’s searchable database of space photos. The post on The Portalist had enough photos to make it a no-brainer to go there and check it out.

Going to the main page was not as exciting as I had hoped. It had lots of pictures of astronauts standing around. Then I realized those were just the most recent uploads. All I had to do was click on “Most Popular” and I was rewarded with an array of truly amazing photos. I clicked on one that was a picture of a baby owl in a hangar at Kennedy Space Center. That made me decide to search for other bird pictures, but to see if there were others.  And there were. 894 of them!

These pictures offer a wealth of information in addition to some beautiful views. I searched for Pluto and found there were 491 photos. Most of the photos are accompanied by an explanation of what you are looking at.  So I found this photo:

Pluto badlands.jpg

The description called it the “badlands of Pluto” and told me there was a 1.2 mile high cliff and that the canton system runs for hundreds of miles. That information sparked my imagination, and I suddenly began thinking of a western-themed novel set on Pluto. Then I saw another photo that made it look like there were roads or at least paths on Pluto. And what are those things the road is connecting? Maybe one is a homestead and the other is a town. Or maybe…

Pluto roads.jpg

Now maybe that isn’t a winning idea, but I think you get what I am trying to say: These photos and accompanying information are a tremendous resource for writers! I am going to go back and spend more time on the site!

April Tor.com ebook

The free Tor.com ebook can he found here. After last month’s read, I was hoping for something this month that would be easier to read. Not sure that this month’s is going to be any easier. But I will try it.

The book this month is Deathless by Catherynne M. Valente. It is set in 20th Century Russia and is based on Russian folklore. Not exactly my normal reading material (Although I’m not really sure what my normal is!), but I will give it a try.  If you are interested, go to Tor.com’s ebook club page and sign up!

March reading, part 3

Hopefully this is the last installment in the report of my March reading!

I only read one piece of historical fiction last month, and it was another book that I almost put in the “Other Fiction” category. It was Silence by Shusaku Endo, translated by William Johnston. In the end, I decided to call it historical fiction. It was a fascinating book. I had wanted to see the movie but it didn’t play in my small New Mexican town, so I decided to read the book instead. And I am very glad I did. The story, as you probably know, is of Portuguese missionaries to Japan and their struggles with their faith in the face of persecution. I imagine I would like the movie if I saw it, but I question whether or not it could really do the book justice.

I also read six speculative novels:


  • Decrypted by Lindsay Buroker was the final book in her Encrypted series. As was the case with the first two, I loved this book. Buroker’s heroines are all so smart, and Tikaya Komitopis is no exception! Even though she is smart, though, everyone around her assumes that she has been brainwashed by Admiral Rias Starcrest. He couldn’t possibly really love her, could he? This was a really fun read!
  • 12.21.12: The Vessel by Killian McRae was a good book. I should have loved it because it is exactly the kind of book I love: Indiana Jones meets Stargate. And I almost loved it. Some parts of it were a little confusing, I have to admit. I think that was intentional in some cases and accidental in others. In spite of some reservations, I have to say that I really enjoyed it and would recommend it if this sounds like your kind of thing at all!
  • Shadow and Claw by Gene Wolfe was, as I have said earlier, last month’s Tor.com ebook club  selection. I devoted two more posts last month to this book, detailing my struggles to read it.  I don’t think I need to repeat all that here. I have tried thinking about the book since then and find that I still have these mixed feelings about it. Actually, they aren’t that mixed; I really didn’t enjoy the book. But somehow I really feel like that is my fault, that I should have enjoyed it and would have enjoyed it if I were a better person or something. I know that’s silly, but it’s how I feel.
  • Her Own Devices,  Magnificent Devices and Brilliant Devices are the second, third and fourth books in the Magnificent Devices series  by Shelly Adina. I thoroughly enjoyed all three books. I read the first book in the series back in 2015. Don’t know why it took me so long to read these next three! In addition to fun stories in each of the three novels, the overall arc of the series shows real growth for the characters. That always makes a series more interesting to me because each book is then really a story within a story. As simple as that sounds, the books in some series don’t seem to build on each other that way; they are more just individual stories about the same people. Anyway, I really enjoyed these books and really recommend them.

So that finishes my March reading.  April is off to a little bit of a slow start, but it will pick up as we go along, I’m sure. I’ll let you know all about it next month!


March reading, part 2

OK, on to the mysteries and thrillers!


  • All Eyes on Me by Linsey Lanier was a good story. A Las Vegas performer is found dead off the side of the road. Two detectives are called in by a sergeant with the Las Vegas police department to solve the murder. At first that fact bothered me a lot. They were called in before the investigation even got started. The sergeant knew one of the detectives but didn’t seem to like him at all. And he certainly didn’t want a woman working the case. So why were they brought in? It took a while, but once I got past that, I really enjoyed the book. This is the first in Lanier’s Miranda and Parker Mystery series and, apparently, a spin-off if her Miranda’s Rights series. I plan to read more of these.
  • A Zen for Murder by Leighann Dobbs was  a really fun read. This was the first of several books I read this month with older women as the main characters. As I get older, I find I enjoy reading about someone closer to my own age who can still go out and, in one way or another, kick butt.  Claire Watkins definitely falls into that category. She and a retired cop work together to solve a murder. The story was good, as Dobbs’s stories always are. I hope you will give this book a try!
  • Under Fire is the second book in Rachel Amphlett’s Dan Taylor series that I wrote about yesterday. It was a very faced-paced story. Taylor is an interesting guy, and he seems to be willing to do whatever his (British) government asks of him. This time he is trying to stop computer hackers who want to stop the sale of Qatari natural gas to Britain in order to force them to buy it elsewhere. I really enjoyed this story. I have more in the series and will be reading them before long!
  • Still Kicking by Judith Arnold was another really good story. The main character, Laine Lovett, is another of those “older women” I was talking about. She is younger than I am but a lot closer to my age than most female character seem to be. Lanie is a real hoot! She tries to give information in a police investigation into a murder only to become a suspect in the case. Of course, she ends up saving the day and meets a really handsome guy in the process.  It was just fun!
  • Murder at the Mansion by Alison Golden and Jamie Vougeot also has a slightly older protagonist. Reverend Annabelle Dixon is only in her 30s, but, perhaps because of her profession, she seems a little older than that. Regardless of her age, Annabelle is a lot of fun. She herself does not come under suspicion for the murder of a new resident of Upton St. Mary, but she is suspected of another “crime”. Of course, solving one case leads to the solution of the other. I really enjoyed this book and I hope to read more in the series!

I also read Big Little Lies by Liane Moriarty, which could be classified as a mystery. Since you don’t really learn anything about the actual crime until you know who did it (and even then there is nothing straightforward about it!), I wasn’t sure I wanted to lump it in with the other mysteries. It is so much more than that. It was a very good story told in a way that made the story even better. Too much knowledge as you go along would have made this much less interesting to me.

So that does it for today’s installment of March reading. Tune in tomorrow for the last of it!


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